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- Lust & Desire – Chapter 1
- Lust & Desire – Chapter 2
- Lust & Desire – Chapter 3
- Lust & Desire – Chapter 4
- Lust & Desire – Chapter 5
- Lust & Desire – Chapter 6
So Matthew had finally made it. The journey had started back in England, the academy was still operating, but now catered for a more elite range of students, so on a purely academic qualification he would have surpassed those students extremely easy. He wondered how those who were “different ” just like him survived in that environment nowadays. He always knew he was different, but Marie was always there, conjjouling him, telling him how special he was, his sexuality was constantly changing during those early years.
Both Marie’s parents adored Matthew, his mother was more subjective, she was the type of mother, who would always say “you’re worrying too much , you’ll grow out of it”. Of course Marie’s parents were always at weekends, especially around early summer and autumn. Checking out the hotels they visited, during the winter months, there were, shall we say, more “activities ” laid on by the management in the hotel. She believed her father went along just to make his wife more happy. He did have a few “enjoyable ” moments with the other guests, leaving Marie and Matthew alone in the big house.
Marie, then having the run of the house , made her feel so important, but she knew even back then that America was the place where she wanted to live. She began to smoke even more, when she found some American brands of cigarettes , presumably from her parents many hotels “escapades ” or possibly her mother’s international clients that she was involved with.
One evening she couldn’t find Matthew,although it was a spacious building, growing up she always imagined she knew every room or hiding place possible. She finally found Matthew, in her mother’s bedroom, he didn’t seem to notice her standing there, he was sitting at her mother’s bedside desk, experimenting with various cosmetic items from her mother’s collection. Marie was about to get into a frenzy ,but something stopped her. Matthew suddenly noticed Marie standing there.
“I’m so sorry I couldn’t help myself! I just wanted to be me for a change”.
Marie could now understand why Matthew was “different ” , from other boys, come here, sit in that chair, for one the eye shadow is too intense, the lipstick may be alright for a woman of my mothers age, wait there, she came back with her own cosmetics. Marie worked wonders, the Matthew she knew had changed completely, she noticed a few tears from Matthew.
“Why are you crying , are you upset ?”
“No, you have managed finally to appreciate what I’ve always long for”
With that knowledge their relationship went to a whole new level, but with every “high” comes a “fall”. Marie continued to smoke even more, and Matthew also found that smoking an occasional cigarette helped his own mental health when he had a relapse. One weekend they were once again alone in the house, their smoking continuing to rise, but they were both bored and wanted something different.
A few weeks later they decided to visit a nightclub, and met up with some couples who were going onto a house, slightly away from the main village. Matthew who had never quite got used to alcohol ,was clearly not right, and Marie or at least one of the other party goers should have noticed what was happening. Most of the party guests were either drunk or had moved upto the bedrooms She managed to reach her parents, and was in hysterics: “please come mum , now”
Marie had stopped calling her mum when she was around 10 years old so clearly her mother realised what this would do to her various business deals and clients perception of her upstanding oh the community. Somehow she managed to cover up what had happened that night, Matthew disappeared, and although her businesses continued to flourish she realised her time was up and sold the businesses. Her relationship with her husband was always strained and after much soul searching decided to divorce. Marie who had inherited her mother’s business acumen was clearly focused on getting to America , she sold the house via a company recommended by her devious mother. Marie, whose relationship had become something on a pure business level. She tried to find Matthew and from that agonising episode in that party house he had completely disappeared until that fateful phone call to her apartment
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